2010年7月21日 星期三

Fuck my trader life.

One's life could hardly go anywhere wronger than mine.

Work - the right term (although nothing in my work is right) to describe me is a human football. I am constantly being kicked to and fro different areas... clueless of wherever I'm gonna go next all the time. My boss has recently assigned me to a wrong area - well a right business but I'm just a wrong choice to fill the role....

This new colleague has pointed out ruthlessly that I'm lacking aggression and hence get bullied... Well the only knowing me the best is actually me myself. Just under the circumstances where biz initiatives change daily, it is hard to say "no" as a junior - Whatever comes to me, I have to take it..... At the end I'm the one making least contribution, what else can I bargain?

The ultimate question that puzzled me completely: Should I be a trader at all...?